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Saturday, December 18, 2004

going off to m'sia tmr... so onli will be updating next week... adios!

Smashed into pieces at 12/18/2004 10:55:00 AM

Thursday, December 16, 2004

im goin nowhere 4 now... it's onli tt today has been my last day at TP. the last day 4 me to attend those boring lessons. i suddenly felt this lil desperation to go back there.... it could be boring but the times tt i had spent crapping with those peeps tt i met really made a vast difference. haiz.... i really learnt a lot bout the course and poly life. it had been a cool experience. honest. ppl like elaine-my mentor-, 'roy', 'sam', joey, jingjing, aslam, jackson, francis.... gosh. w/o these ppl in classes like DFUND, the whole experience would be otherwise.

as a few of them wished me gd luck and best wishes, i felt so grateful tt i had tt class for my attachment course. although i was frequently in a company of ppl who spoke chinese almost everytime, i appreciate their gestures and assistance tt had made my daily visits to the sch a smooth one. managed to snapped a few pics with them... will post them soon... i am lucky tt i have attended this course, and not accepted the job offer frm my aunt. not tt it's bad, but i think this is a much more valuable decision. thank u.

todae's mum's bdae.... nth much. will cut cake and open up prezzies later... dad working so, cant go out.

Smashed into pieces at 12/16/2004 03:48:00 PM

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

oh yeah... i forgot to tell ya peeps tt i've changed my hp.. and my no. those who didnt receive an sms frm me, tag my bloggie aitez? cant believe i forgot.

today, life at poly was boring. not entirely. had java prog lessons 4 2 hrs, and another 2 hrs of lecture. the java prog was really dreadful.... i was sufferin. in the end, i juz gave up, and read reader's digest instead belonging to one of the ppl in my class. haiz... managed to joke ard despite the pathetic situation. ema called me while i was still in class... didnt want to pick up, but i was so on the verge of losing my sanity tt i decided to pick up. she wanted to sit with me during lecture... oh well. durin the mundane lectures, ema and i challenged each other in a game of chess. hehe... on ema's hp tt is. hehe... we took 1 1/2 hr to end the game, which ended up in a draw. kinda gd results for dummies when it comes to chess. met him after my lectures...my kuzzie cancelled our appoinmt to watch movie.. damn. instead, wenta eat and jln2 with moi best fren... bought a mango top for fri. yes, the last day of the tp thingy...

to syareal, this thingy is free. i signed up 4 it, if im not wrong, durin the prelims. miss wee made an announcemt.... so yeah... anymore ques. senang2, give me a call or sms me lah....

sorry to u noe who u are for tt thing tt happen when u called... damn. it's juz my life... sorry. =p

Smashed into pieces at 12/15/2004 04:42:00 PM

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

havent been updatin lately... no time, i guess. poly had been great... gettin a lil tired of it. i often am tired when i get back... and i will be irritated by minor stuff.

izzit fair for a party not to listen to another side of the story, and juz keep rattle on and break the other party's heart? izzit wrong to write our tots down in our blogs? however, ppl do get mistaken by wat we mean and by wat we say in our entries. and most of the time, these ppl dun wanna listen and give us a chance to explain wat our tots means. in my view, it's totally unfair. sometimes, it's juz hard for us to let go of our tots to the person tt we wanna talk to. sometimes, it's tough, coz we are afraid tt we might say the wrong stuff in a flurry. in anxiety. i dunno.... afraid tt we mite not bring the msg across. but when they read the stuff we wanna say, they misunderstand it and think tt we cant say directly to them... somehow, they think tt we are uncomfortable. somehow, it's juz wrong to blog down our tots. tt's wat blogs are for... and these are my tots.

didnt go poly todae, coz i couldnt find the rite colours to match the pants or top.... anyways, i dun care wat ppl will think. i dun care how they gonna react. for all i care, this is my blog. my rite. my tots. my life.

Smashed into pieces at 12/14/2004 09:35:00 AM

Saturday, December 11, 2004

juz got home frm madrasah... was forced to sit for the exams. damn... didnt study anything man. it was a sure fail... coz i've failed every exams since i was sec 1. tmr, another 3 papers. in the morn lagik... argh...

it's unfair for sly to get a contract at the last min. the prizes should remain as wat it was mentioned at the beginning. their reason for giving sly a contract at the last min was "it was no doubt tt sly can make it big in the chinese music industry". well, yeah.. chinese music industry. not the eng music industry. u ppl mite think tt i should give these things a rest. hell ya i did, till i heard and read bout this piece of crap. if onli there's some way for me to reach out to the whole population of s'pore... to tell them to stop making up reasons to prove tt sly would make a better idol.

finally, ema will be joining me for the poly thingy. although im sort of used to being there alone... but it's better for her to be there... coz lately, i've been drowned by a grp of ppl who onli speak ch. unlike my dearies, such feli, who do speak english even when she's ard her frens. wateva.. i dunno wat to blog anymore. and i think im rambling...

Smashed into pieces at 12/11/2004 05:12:00 PM

Thursday, December 09, 2004

i didnt feel like going to poly todae. but somehow, i had to force myself to go, and i dun have any regrets bout it. although i slept at bout 3 sth this morn- due to hogging the phone- i felt kinda gd bout todae. woke up late.. rushed to poly again. i have really dwindled in my punctuality. haiz... anyways, had a bar of chocolate for breakfast. wat to do... at least it was sth.

the first class i attended was, according to my mentor and the rest of her frens, was like CME. it was all about prob- solving and skill to help one acquire ideas. however, it was the first lesson 4 them, so we were released 1/2 hr earlier... cool. hehe... very relaxed one. the next lesson was at the comp lab... sth like wat we did at mechatronics tt time during the ennovation workshop. however, this was less hassle and less complicated. i was so proud of myself coz i could do the exercises on my own... yay! im beginning to feel gd bout this course... i dun mind taking thses course if i have to..

juz woke up frm sleep... still not yet bath. say wateva u want.. hehe. chattin with sir harzelly bout s'pore idol. will post more comments bout the controversy soon....juz wait...

Smashed into pieces at 12/09/2004 05:27:00 PM

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

poly todae was a lil bit boring.... did nth much. had a lab session and two lectures. and boy was i freezing the LT. for the lab session, it was bout java programming. kinda cool... but hard to follow. thank god 4 the notes tt were supplied by the poly students. juz did wateva the notes said... ya noe, sth like IPW notes, remember?

im dying to blog bout this. any sly fans reading this, get real and help urself face reality. i was reading this article bout some ridiculous dumb-asses who werent satisfied by the large margin of votes for the two guys. it irks me SO much... coz it has alrady been done and over with. wat's more, they were tryin to say tt the media was sorta lying bout the huge margin. hey assholes! listen up! s'pore has voted, and they voted for the damn rite person. taufik. sly fans, get over it. tt ah beng can carry a decent tune at all... are u ppl toned-deaf? cant u listen to the way he sang 'it's my life'? it's damn obvious who the winner was rite frm the start... even if taufik loses out, i wouldnt care.. coz he would still get the contract. and so did sly. so why are u ppl making a big fuss and showing ur dissatisfaction ard? izzit juz becoz he's a mly? im not being a racist, and i love all my frens, no matter wat race or religion. most of the ones who make unhappy remarks bout the results were non-malays. curse and swear at me. i dun give a damn.
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Smashed into pieces at 12/08/2004 01:58:00 PM

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

damn comp.. gotta re type everyting back.. ok, todae, the poly attchmt thingy was loads of fun.. woke up late..

lets me surmarise all the stuff tt happened todae. since the whole thing has been ter-delete by this useless machine. ok lets see... met new ppl. mostly guys.. frens of my buddy. cool.. they were a bunch of norm average bois, who crapped and joked 24/7. didnt pay much attention to the class, coz the guy beside me wa really funny. one of them resembled andy wawa... hehe. came across alien terms... first class was absolute phy. very phy related... like voltage and circuits and all. yeah... cabut-ed a class. so i had 3 hrs break instead of an hr break like the rest of the class... went out, kinda spontaneously, with him. wenta pizza hut, tm. well, had a heavy lunch.. baked pasta and desserts. and the waiter which served us was realli hilarious. he kept interupted us by asking us stuff like how the service and food was... kinda irritating, but he really made part of my day. the way he asked us was very scripted... and it was kinda hard for him to do it, coz it was as if he was memorising the things tt he had to say... hehe.

rushed back to poly for lecture. kinda late.. coz he decided to take neoprints. it was ok lah.. not tt nice. and it was then tt i knew tt i was fat. damn. really... gosh. on tip to u ppl out there: never take a pic rite after a meal. but the whole time with him was... sth. couldnt really describe it. thanks for everything..

back at poly was 2 hrs of lecture. yes, lecture at the air conditioned lecture theatre. argh.... air con+ heavy meal+ boring subjects= sleep. actually temptations to sleep.. hehe. but managed to stay awake thanks to my buddy. i realised tt the lecturer had no control over the students if he wasnt fierce or farnie enuf. there was this pt of time when the students were very noisy.... now i noe tt one has to have absolute discipline over oneself, coz it was kinda distracting... so gotta force urself to concentrate hard enuf, esp if the lecturer is a foreigner.

gonna attend the class tt i cabut-ed juz now... coz it's thanks to the guys and elaine in class. they helped to lift the boring spirit in those mundane subjects. the bois tt i met todae remind me very much of those peeps back in siglap... like elfi. miss them....

Smashed into pieces at 12/07/2004 06:46:00 PM

Monday, December 06, 2004

juz got back frm the tp thingy... my spirits now are definitely better... hehe.. i dunno y. it was not as bad as i tot it would be. it was kinda disappointing tt ema wasnt ard.. but i did managed to get thru todae. to tt someone, see ya again tmr =)

started of by attending this briefing at lecture theatre. for a couple of hrs. in an air conditioned room. with the weather outside, raining, i think. argh... damn cold of coz.. familiar faces came into my view when i stepped into the room. there were fadhil, roman and joel frm 4f. i guess they were my company till we separated... fu kun was there too. the briefing was obviously boring... had to stay put thru it though. we were asked to blog down our tots and views on this given blog. cant be bothered... see how lah. suhail, shaun(spellin) and amin was there...

met up with my mentor/buddy... she was bubbly. got along easily... i acted interested while she told me all about ibt. and i can choose which classes to go or not to go... cool... hehe... shall update more tmr... gtg.

boy in love... talk to u later..

Smashed into pieces at 12/06/2004 05:50:00 PM

i have no idea wat to blog abt... yesterday, rotted at home. did nth else besides eatin, watching tv and reading my book. and im still on my first book..

today, first day of the TP thingy. gosh.. im goin back to sch, so to say. blah, blah, blah... im bored. this is ridiculous.. im rambling rubbish... gonna stop.. bye.

Smashed into pieces at 12/06/2004 10:48:00 AM

Saturday, December 04, 2004

gosh... i cant believe i wasted time at the wedding. no 1, i dunno who was the one getting married. no 2, the atmosphere was bland and boring. the food was a lil more than none. the music they played was from god noes which era. it was so zapin-ish.. i noe it's wedding. and being traditional is a must. but the music went on and on and on... food was served, but we have to wait till our table was occupied with about 8 ppl. yes... sharing the tables. ridiculous. this was the first wedding tt i attended with 'table-sharing'. no offence to those who read this and done tt... im sure u had done a better job. haiz... boring. there were a lil benefits though... i was thankful for a couple of the waiters there... hehe.

visited the museum, i think. the one beside tepak sireh. mainly bout wat we learnt in sec 2 history. remember anyone? hehe... yeah... it would be cool to sleep there at nite. alone. haha... then on the way home, we drove past the arabian restaurant, samar- i think. caught it on SPS.. once again, yummylicious guys were present..hehe. yeah.. mum promised to dropped by there on my bdae. cant wait... yay!

on the way home, received a call frm my buddy/mentor. name: elaine. well, she bascially told me the stuff tt i knew... but oh well. was told tt i had 2 buddies.. but one was 4 ema. ema was actually accepted.. but, tt ema decided to go for her damn cruise. argh... so once again, ill be alone attending those boring phy-like classes.. may god help me.

crapped with ema again on the phone this afternoon... hehe. seems like a daily thing lately. but she's goin to the cruise tmr.. have fun dearie. but i noe i would have more fun... haha! miss my frens... i wanna hang ard the class and slack with my classmates... i miss them.

by the way, i started reading the first book tt i borrowed yesterday... i started yesterday nite. and as of now, 2056, im onli at chap 4. pelan2 kayuh nurul...

Smashed into pieces at 12/04/2004 08:39:00 PM

Friday, December 03, 2004

congrats to taufik batisah for achieving the s'pore idol title. well done! gd thing u won.. but whether win or lose, both get a recording deal. it's a win-win situation. sad thing tt world idol had been cancelled.. damn. if it had not been cancelled, im sure taufik will bring s'pore some glory. talking bout idol stuff, met sly and maia todae at tamp interchange. yes, both of them..together. not really big fans of them.. so didnt make a big thing bout it. anyways, maia's damn small... comel org kate..

so, todae went out with mom. yeah... onli the two of us. kinda cool.. had been a long time since onli the 2 of us went out together. wenta heeren... glad tt she helped choose stuff, rather than stop me buying them. bought nth much actually... t-shirt and pants... and spend bout 100 over bucks. yeah.. guess my acc now left bout a 100. sad... tt's me. have money, spend. if not, keep quiet onli... get money again, spend and spend... stopped by wisma as well. and paragon. of coz... didnt purchase anything at paragon.. hehe. juz wanna dropped by the toilet. no lah... hehe jk. but toilet is kinda unique rite? although didnt buy much, i think i had kinda a gd time with mom.. she was realli gd to me todae.. hehe. well, maybe coz i had to use my own money to buy stuff... lately, i've been doin tt. but, i think it's better tt way. i can spend on wateva i want, whenever i want. coz it's my money. the money tt i've saved up. it feels gd, actually. wenta tm as well, b4 goin home. she wasnt complainin ya noe... she was grumbling though... but didnt stopped me frm goin. she followed willingly.. =) at tm, forced myself to go to the bookshop, or wateva u call tt shop where u can rent the books, coz im dying at home when i cant go out. i mean, if i go out, where on earth else can i go? haiz.... so, i think im gonna read and read... yeah, wrong timing i guess. but, i dun care. at least im not rotting at home.

talked to ema this morn b4 going out... gotta admit ur bullshit crap bout oprah thingy and others related to it does make sense... but most of them does not concern me, im telling u tt. thank u though... bout ur prob, give me a call if anything k? ill be honoured to help ;p and oh yeah... im not changing. at all. nah-uh.

tmr, gotta go to this weddin at tepak sireh... haiz. wear baju kurung juz 4 da sake of da wedding. the thing is, i dun even noe who's getting married. ugh... waste of my time onli. but would like to see wat's tepak sireh is like.

tt's all i guess... gonna read. (tt's sth new, nurul.. 'woah') or watch tv.. oh yeah, tonite, on tv, there's angela's ashes.. gonna try to catch it..

Smashed into pieces at 12/03/2004 08:40:00 PM